~Ontologic-Alchemist

Sooo,

I haven't really posted much recently, but now I have

Four little paintings, and before anyone starts, I know, I'm not too hot at painting, but I'd love any contsrtuctive criticism anyone can offer.

I managed these despite my explosion wound (thats irght I got wounded in an explosion... it went boom, I went Ow).

Other things that have ahppened in my life? I'm in putney in London again.... that's cool by the way, I thought I'd never get back here but somehow it all worked out

it's good to peruse here agin, all I've really done is oggle my watched chaps and beat my brow at how painfully better everyone esle is at everything than I... but then, I remember the only standards I can live accoriding to are my own best acheivemenst and how to better them....

Spellings for losers by the way before anyone picks me up on that too....

hope everyone who reads this be well... I'll be well too soon, going to a party tomorrow and then being forced to choose between a friend of mine who's thirty and friend of mine who's 25 the day after... deciding licks willies...

How the hell do I did up stock stuff!

my interweb browsing abilities are as useful as Stilts as a superpower!

god damn my ineptitude!!!!!!

grr

Merry Manmas everyone!!!!!!

I'm bored, and although the muse has descended and been hard at work on me for the last few months, I have the distinct impression I've been palmed off with the mentally handicapped equal opportunities muse and I'm finding everything she's made me do distinctly anti-minty no good.

Thats right I'm going to blame a figment of my imagination for my lack of lustre rather than face the facts that I'm probably not cut out to be all arty-like.

the best stuff I have been doing recently has been lyrical and on my guitar, but unfortunately I can't upload songs on here... or anywhere for that matter because I don't have the equipment for a good sound studio mores the pity.

I did draww a comic Iw as going to distribute about a policemen smooshing idiot children but I think it's a bit too saccarine (sp?) to hand out and take credit for.... I'm stoopid.

be wwell y'all, I hope Personmas treats you all well and I enjoy looking forwward to everyone whwinging about howw bloated they have become next wweek.

toodles

something very wrong is afoot...

It seems that all the staple things I used to enjoy are now a little mundane...

I looked at all the chaps I'm keeping an eye on hither and found myself substantially uninspired by them. Only a couple of people have maintained a talent beside a flourishing exploration of whwatever they are doing, I'm bitterly disapointed ion a few people wwho I had admired so much for kind of... stopping bewing interesting, I'm seeinga lot of same old same old.... and that's not art for me. Being good at something isn't the sme as being creative at something. I'm not explaining iwt wwell, but I kind of think wwhen something becomes routine to someone or anything or anyone for that matter, creativity suddenly takes a back seat to productivity. It's kind of bizarre and wierd I know.. Mayber it's jsut me. But I am quite saddened.

Well, I've had no work to do for about half a month now... I'll be getting shipped out to Oman to animate/film/edit while I'm out there (sand and sun... joy ) hopefull all that will go well....

the free time has given m e fun thoughts though, I'm wirting again for a start and I'm coming up with ideas for a string of comics about a birtish bobby (policeman) witha penchant for violence, I'm thinking of calling it The Beat, (From the saying Bobby on the beat ) and hopefully it'll be all cool and groovy, hopefully one or two of you will se it

anyways, I'm cold at the minute, for some reason my room is always the coldest in the flat, god knows why... maybe it's because I sold my soul to the devil, we'll never know...

otherwise I've been doing games workshop miniture conversions and scratch building things on commision again... I wish I could charge more for it but really the market isn't there for gourmet table top wargames miniture

Oh incidentally, that film I did a load of jazz for last year? Yeah? Well they're tryiing to *&%$ me over now... joys...